The longest hardest times yet to come...
I have 2 full days off. Tomorrow I have to shop for the store all day - I hate doing that without a yummy coffee drink or a food treat.
I have added raw milk to my drinking "pleasure". But I'm really not sure it's making me feel amazing. I feel a dull "ache" in my head - it's not a headache or a pain, but it's like it could be?? And my stomach has felt SLIGHTLY queasy. I'm just not sure it's making me feel better. Also, phlegm... I've got some of that too... that is totally because of the milk.
God stuff? Not a ton. I hope I haven't screwed up my fast totally. I just don't know what else to do. I will keep at this. I just WISH God would send people into my life to FEED my hunger for His power, life, amazingness, JOY..... I want MORE and I feel like I'm the only one.
This is going to be the longest 4 days EVER..... hungry / bored / everyone eating around me......
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