I don't know what to do.
I have a couple of days off and I'm so thankful for that prospect. I'm soooo hungry. I've dealt with hunger for most of this fast, so I know I'm fine, but I realized that some of the things I've been eating keep my digestion going but not nearly enough, so constant hunger makes sense. I guess I'm so tired and hungry and at a loss for what to do the next few days that I'm unable to even go get a drink to fill myself LOL.
Simple things - my office job has an end on the horizon. My boss knows I'm about done for. That's good. Now maybe I can end amazingly well...
I want to clean up and start being a good wife and mom. I want to be around more on my down times.
I'm trying to decide what to drink for the end of my fast - if I should do some just water, or add proteins and fats or keep on the way I have been....... I just don't know.
Did I post my promise from God verse? "Whether you turn to the right or to the left, you will hear a voice behind you saying "This is the way you should go. Walk in it" Yes please God!! I long for the "miraculous", where God really does speak and we let Him do amazing wonderful things - where the dead ARE raised, and the lame walk, and His glory shines!! I did not spend enough time praying, enough desperation, enough brokenness of self.... another thing I should do with my down days on the horizon....
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