I am 1/4 of the way there. Right at this moment, I am focusing on weight loss, since that is happening, and not God stuff, which I am struggling with. I have lost about 15 lbs., but maybe only an inch from hips and waist. Ken said I look like the skin is hanging from my bones - that doesn't sound flattering certainly.
So, things have really been good all day long, until I get home. Then it's all harder. I get grumpy for no reason. But also for reasons. Ken ordered 2 pizzas, with pepperoni and jalapeño. I WANT some. Still. I've been FREEZING. I napped a little.
So, I forget to walk with God all day long. My first few days, I was right there with Him and it was nice. Now, it's still so amazing, because all day long I feel, I almost said Joy, but at least I feel content and Peace :) I love my peace. And it doesn't go away, even when I get grumpy...
I've become aware of the importance of meditating? But my brain will not sit still for that!! I think it might be what I need to find the Bible more alive. One website I read said that Christians everywhere read their Bibles every day, but there is no difference. And that the difference is in meditation. So I'm aware and going to be working on it....
I think I'm off to write an email to my husband to tell him how I appreciate him and why.... Yeah.
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