So I was waiting for day 15. I have read that eventually all of the toxins get processed out and you feel energetic. But so far, not. But day 15 is a big number and sounds important. Only 25?! more to go!!!!! OMGOODNESS, not going nearly fast enough.
Today I wanted to go buy a juicer. I was excited to make some new drinks and some healthier advances, but we don't have money to do that. I keep beating myself up because I don't pray well, and haven't been walking with God in the same way I was when I started, but I realize I'm doing really well in so many areas, I have to stop beating myself up so much. I started reading Isaiah this morning. I think that's a good book to read. I need to learn to pray and meditate and be still.
I'm honestly hungry. Not sure what I'm doing wrong, but hunger won't kill me. It's not like Im 15 days hungry. I'm just hungry. And tired. And not liking my office job. Generally, I'm more upbeat. I think when I write, I'm just at the end and dejected, tired, bored.... I'm watching a movie with Ken. I haven't watched secular things in forever. But this is barely secular. It's a disaster movie, BAD quality. Time to go watch....
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