Another meh day with Kirstie not being powerful. Maybe this is what was meant by warnings that I would face temptation toward the end. I'm not TOOO tempted, well, maybe I am, because I"m not spending all spare time with God as I intended (promised?) .
Tomorrow is my 15 year anniversary, and I'm not at all happy about it and it's already too busy and I have nothing loving to do for it and no ideas. Nothing would feel real and loving. I'm working 3:30am - 11:30am, probably grabbing a juice at the grocery store, and going in to the office to do payroll for a job I really want to end. When I'm finished, a shower and nap would be lovely, before I face youth group tomorrow night, as nothing more than a glorified baby sitter / chauffeur... Ohhhh listen to me whine. Best for me to just stop writing and curl up, hoping I wake up with amazing crazy power, love that's unexplainable, and plans to be a real wife, mother, worker, youth leader, woman of God. Yeah.
Day 7 starts in 1.5 hours :)
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