I REALLY wanted to quit Sunday, so I asked a few people I loved to pray for me very hard. I wanted to quit ONLY because I wanted to eat, not because I felt any NEED to quit or to eat. We made it through that one and I'm looking forward to day 15, when I have read around that time people start to feel miraculous energy?? I'm not EXPECTING it, but hoping for it. D11 night I started just to drink water, no juice. I felt sooo good yesterday after work at the community picnic. I was so social and felt loved. And I mentioned I felt energetic I think LOL. That's not at all like me. But again, home saps it right out of me - just walking in the door. I wonder if it's spiritual and what I can do about it. Hmm, God just said to walk through the house and pray over it, release demonic holds and put forth God in my home! And WOW I think there is a lot of that in my house. I know my boys and I think even Erin allow things into my home that are not at all of God. God, make me stronger in You. I need You for this growing a family in You thing! (This is very cool. I am talking and hearing from God right now as I type. )
SO, fasting isn't nearly as bad or scary as I thought it would be. I'm so thankful I was asked to do this. And I so pleased I'm making it alone with God. I don't feel much support (not like I would like - I wish people would check in on me and care that I was doing this and send me Bible verses and tell me they are praying or that they had a word from God or..... maybe I will write to Theresa. She's always been an amazing spiritual encouragement.) I do have friends that I can go to when I feel weak, or when I feel victorious, and they will be there, and say a prayer. But I wish I were covered in more love and prayer. But, again, this is sooooo working out, Thank You, God!
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