So I had to go to Nashua again, and I was feeling so very hungry (hormones I think?) and it was a rough day. I tried to get people to research and let me know that coffee wouldn't start up my digestion more, and that caffeine wouldn't hurt my stomach, but I didn't get that answer, so again, my fast is still pure... I'm glad. It really seems that God makes it so easy to not cheat. It's not at all easy, but things always fall into place so that I don't cave.
I've not been very spiritual. Things have been so busy with no downtime. This morning I was up at 5:30, when I didn't at all have to be. And I got ready for a walk with God and Baxter, but when I stepped outside, it was raining! Weather said it wasn't raining.... I walked for a bit, because it was a light rain. But then it started pouring and wasn't as pleasant, so I came home and took cover. I browsed some reading in the Prophets in my Bible, and tried to have some quiet meditation prayer time, but nothing really worked for me. I did feel a strong longing to praise. I looked forward to church... but now I'm feeling shy and like curling up in my bed again... my moods change so easily.
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